I hate being mean....

I really felt exhausted today...I had to dress some people down because of their lack of initiative...In a manufacturing environment it is a cardinal sin to make the mistake of not having enough raw materials wherein the production has to pause or stop because of the lack thereof...and I really was mean...but not to the point of expletives...but I was at the brink of really being nasty...many years ago I would really have blown them into pieces...but I truly have mellowed down...I am more patient now and it must be a real bad situation to get my top off...and here's just a situation that calls for it...there are really times that being mr. nice guy is not enough to get your point through...I guess these are one of those times I need to show the Bad me (Good cop bad cop thing) in contrast with the benevolent me...although I was blabbing for an hour...I kept telling them please answer me!!!(when I only get silence) what am I suppose to do with a bunch of guys who can't get the job done ?Huh?what??? (I was basically resisting to snicker a little bit for the scarcartic angry effect)...oh well they got the point and I even said this is not the last of it...I'll see you both on monday again and don't ever think I am gonna stop being on your backs because I'll be there until you get the job done...get it!!!...This is just one of the inexplicable times a leader has to do to get things done...I've paid my dues...and so will you...if you fuck up rest assured I'll be there to screw you...ok...enough of that...I just hate it when I have to be mean...