A critique on me...

I seem o have been lost in some way...as I read my recent post...I'm more churning up thoughts that my work seems to be getting a hold on me...its like getting suck into a paradigm...a set of protocols...or parameters...that i'm getting too linear with my behavior and thoughts...we I guess I can't help that but ...I still have to get myself "out of the box" in order for me to look at things in a different way...or think of a post that is not related to my current job...on thoughts on that...but then again musing has no rules at that...I'm a little concern that my thinking is getting too "straight"...or my job is basically getting the best of me...anyway...thats probably it...so I need to get my juices of grey matter to start looking at things...life...events... in a different light so I can write a more creative post...