We had a nice conversation with my old german friend who was formerly our consultant at the firm i'm now working for...after exchanging pleasantries ...he was surprise to see that I was still with this company...anyway I told him that as of now I'm on the lookout for another job or company but I just haven't got the break I needed...which is why i'm still here...he was quite aware that I was not happy with my present job and the management and he just told me its Better to have a bad job than no job at all... i guess in terms of practicality wise he was right... but during those times of my present job frustrations I really almost just quit my job..I ask myself do I really have to go through with this humiliating experience...Specially when you are reprimanded for no reason at all because he is just angry??? .i had the feeling that with the present stressful bullying being done to me i would rather have no job at all than to experience all this negative shit and during those times i would just like to go home and sleep it all off...my wife would notice instantly that i was having problems at work since i would be very silent at home...i don't want my family to know my problems but again my wife knows no matter what i do to conceal these things...there was a time a told her i wanted to give everything up and just quit...then she told me surprisingly o.k. fine do what ever makes you happy...but i know that she was telling me to be practical...when you get the chance or opportunity that another job awaits you then go...but if theres no opportunity waiting yet then try to maintain the status quo...which is why pulling myself from the bed and dragging my self to work gets harder each day....in my desperation I tell my wife and ask her doesn't she want to see me happy in my job? then again ...i just have to keep my cool and wait for that sweet moment wherein i would personally hand in my resignation letter and see the facial expression on my boss that's the time wherein I could say its my payback time...
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